i'm back! =D
so much to share with you guys!! ^^

well first of all, i went with the dance people to the night safari.
and the fun part was that we dressed up too!
joanne was a french maid (she looks more cute than sexy =P)
denise was looking so nice in her ice cream shoppe uniform
(would've been so complete with a notepad and that posture!)
ammily was in a korean costume (and her hair bunned up made it sooo suitable =3)
peggy was in her cheongsam
(but she kept saying she looked like someone serving dim sum XD)
gion was a chinese vampire [jiang1 shi1] (... the most attention-grabbing person =)))
jeff was a superhero called 'spirit'
(i laughed so hard when someone called him michaeljackson XD)
yanli was wilma in 'the flintstones'
(that girl ahh.. so late =P but she really looked suitable as wilma XDDDDD)
and xiao ting was a cavewoman =3
(her squeaky club was the favourite item passed around the whole night!)

i? i was kimono girl, taking jasmine's costume.
while she and chris slug away at budget meeting =X
it's alright, we can dress up again next year XDD
then there were the NTU students who joined us,
and it was really fun.
but yeah, the outing ended abruptly when the rain dampened more moods =X
it was really fun while it lasted ^^

then we met chris and jasmine (who were rotting at jurong point)
and... got complimented for my kimono ^^
maybe i look better in the kimono than anything i've ever worn =X

then the following day was church's halloween event.
it's so cute to see that they encouraged us to dress in fancy costumes and all.
but i was so blessed to see so many friends =)

some people really need to know what they mean when they say certain things.
there's no point in promising and then not fulfill the promise.
it just hurts the people related.
oh... this did not come out the way i thought it would be.
just in case, i'm really talking about any obvious incidents XD

then plunged back into the week again!!
tests on monday, wednesday and today (friday)
thank God for strength and His assurance =)

today was just plain studying till the exam paper.
haha, okay la. hope to do well well ^^

argh i wanna blog more... but i'm really tired.
or lazy, whatever. =X

have you ever owned something that you treasure so much?
a pet perhaps? do you often play with it? buy stuff for it to use?
when you're in school or at work are you so excited about returning back to your pet
that you barely can think of nothing else?

how about a gadget? the nth generation of iphone, your blackberry, laptops, cars?
do you love your purchase so much that you can't stop talking about it to your friends?
so worried that your gadget gets the SLIGHTEST scratch?

how about your sons and daughters? your baby nieces and nephews?
or even someone you love now?
how many times do u look at the sleeping face
and think to yourself how beautiful that face is?
do you find yourself wanting to provide for this person, to be there when s/he's down,
to comfort, to guide, to love...
how often do you think of him/her?
rejoice whenever s/he does? grieve whenever s/he does?

have you ever felt such a love for something?
have you experienced that kind of love, but it's directed, solely, exclusively for you?

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
only You and I know.


till now i still don't understand how does math work.
truth is, i love math.
i don't mind studying math.
i don't mind living a life with math.
(which reminds me, that day jocelyn asked me why i didn't study english instead,
since i'm better in it)

but i really really like maths, but... there are times when i don't understand it.
there are times when i simply cannot comprehend the whole thing.
then there will be a moment when i have a eureka moment
and tell myself 'maybe you are getting the hand of it after all'
and the next thing i knew, i'm beaten flat again.
how can i do well? if this continues.
can i handle the pressure? the expectation?
sometimes even with the big incentive, you wonder if you can do well.

i had a taste of what chris has been feeling recently.
but... i guess it's not as big compared to him.
i wonder how does it feel to...

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
deception. there's no point.


haha, some of you must be wondering why i suddenly post pictures of tiffany rings.
well, i want to proclaim that i'm in love
with the classic, lovely, tiffany setting engagement ring!!!
it's sooo gorgeous that i urge you to see it from the website itself!

http://www.tiffany.com/Engagement/Item.aspx?GroupSKU=GRP10001#f+0/0/0/0/0/0

hope you can see it. so pretty ^^
so expensive >.< 11000 dollars? =X i don't know XD
but sooo pretty >.<
oh that's all XD

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
cos we are living in a material world,
but i try not to be a material girl =3






im back! with my old blogskin! haha after a while i felt the previous one is better.
but notice anything different?
haha, the pictures on top are different now.
oh well, feel better seeing this now ^^

i have so many sad things to say,
but i feel that there's no point in writing them out.
yes there is no point in doing so.
so just swallow it and move on.

recently i often thought about Jesus, before He was crucified.
surely (apart from the Jesus-haters) there are people who adore him, who follow him.
people who'll find and search for him for advice, for reliance.
people who may completely rely on him for anything in their lives.
and i wonder... does this ever affect his own time?
what if Jesus wanted to spend some time alone with God, or even, just sleep?
and then the people just positively thronged him.
how... did Jesus sacrifice his life, his time... just for this people?
it must have been frustrating...

oh yeah, just to tell you guys,
initially my sister thought her computer's hard disk crashed
and so she went to buy a new one.
turns out that that computer is just... just that the RAM disk is loose.
put it back in and we're done.
oh well, since the new computer is already bought..
this computer is now going to be in my room XD
so glad... cos the laptop given to us is already dying.
i don't know how am i going to pull through the remaining 2.5 years =P

i can't wait for school tomorrow!
anything t

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
unto Him for assurance =)


haha, i had a sudden urge to change blogskin,
and since i'm so crazy about pandas, i'm going to talk a lot a bit about them =3
but no worries, once i settle in, i'll probably change back to my previous one..
oh no. i didn't save the template 0.o

pandas are soooo adorable =DDD
this is a video that jasmine specifically highlighted for me to watch on facebook.



so adorable! XDDDD

i mean... awww >.< i can't stand it.
hehe just now chris messaged me 'panda documentary on animal planet'
and so i spent half the hour gushing at the baby panda =3

that silly boy, don't know what happened to him,
can get his skin wrinkled for no reason.
but glad that he's okay now.
my sister said it's because the place is dirty,
but... nahh it's definitely not the reason ba.
cos firstly, the school is cleaner than most public places =P
(though we never know XD)
and also cos... chris definitely been through worse environments XD
maybe it's allergy =3
but nevermind la, as long as he's okay =)

whenever i gush about pandas, chris always asks me 'choose one, panda or me?'
=\ rubbish leh, as if he don't know my answer...
... i'm going to leave the answer hanging *evil grin*

so sorry for not replying all your tags people,
love you for remembering me =)
do tag more ^^

gee, my entry is so segmented.
its cos it's 3am and i'm a little nonsensical here.
i'll blog more soon =)
treat it like some teaser entry

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
muscle aches ftw!


yesterday was the first time i had a bad tide of cramps.
wow.
i've NO IDEA how painful it can get.
must say all the while i've been blessed with not having such cramps.
but yesterday it was sooo bad.

it was in the middle of 'hosanna' by hillsong.
when everyone was singing 'heal my heart and make it clean'
i was thinking 'okay, i cannot take it. i must leave the hall.'
so i rushed out from the hall, which is quite a feat
there were so many people and i was in the front few rows XD

then in the toilet... i was thrashing... blah.
i was doing a lot of things i didn't think i'll do.
in the end i found enough strength to stand still while i swallowed the pink pills.
and finally, exhausted, i fell asleep on the church sofa,
and woke up to find that the service ended.

obviously it's a much shorter version of what really happened. XD
i hope it'll never happen to me again =X

there are many things that i held so dear,so strong in mind in the past.
things that i take for granted, things that i take for the natural thing to do.
and thus been viewed differently.
but thank God that after all these, in turmoil and loneliness,
my thoughts never wavered, and never regretted.
from today, my thoughts will forever stay steadfast ^^

just wanna clarify, since someone commented that i write sad posts.
today's post is not sad, just recounting ^^
me no emo-beano =3

heard the song in jasmine's blog.
the twins sang their rendition of the song 'officially missing you' so well.
good harmony, that makes it so good.
hehe, i've always been looking for this song.
recently found it, the title and song.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
officially missing you? i'm always missing you.