this is outrageous.
this is the fact that EVERYONE keeps telling me recently.
tall girls always look big, however thin or fat they are.
they'll always be 'bigger' than those petite girls.

its saddening.
isn't that ostracism! OSTRACISM!!
i dun even knw how to reason my mind anymore.

i won't be in sch from 9am to 1130am tmr.
its too much.
okayy, check out what i ate today

0900 hours: chicken rice (ooh la la!) PLUS extra veggies from another stall >.<
1500: macaroni and cheesy hot dog
1900: sushii! (sorry mandy =X)

okay now it doesnt sound so bad on the blog.
but ask anyone.
i really mean ANYONE.
they'll alllll comment on the amount of food i can shove inside my stomach.
and you know whats the worse part?
i feel hungry all the time.
and i...

therefore tomorrow i shall make a trip to my doctky's (doctor) XD
i wanna make sure theres nth in my stomach u see =3
complaining to mandy and crying to julie isn't going to help my appetite
maybe pills to curb my appetite
or maybe a shrink
or maybe i shld jus disappear.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
deadweight loss.