today is christmas eve!
in another 41 more minutes jesus will be born!
woohoo!
happy bdae jesus!!
quote lokies: you're 2006 years old!
betcha jesus feels really youthful =3

anw, today... aside from the joyous occasion,
i really feel very upset.
well, listen to this analogy.

meet farmer A. being a farmer for 6 years,
he had done many things a farmer can do
yet theres one thing he haven't been doing.
to sow a seed for vegetation.
so this farmer decided with all boldness and determination,
to reap a fruitful harvest to welcome the new year.

so he took the seed packet,
he scattered them on the ground.
he knows that certain seeds will reject the fertile soil,
due to statistical reasons of probability. (XD)
but to his delight,
he saw a handful of seeds germinating,
and soon there was a harvest,
white in e fields.

however, because of certain family matters,
farmer A postponed his reaping time
and went to settle his matters.
meanwhile, farmer B came along,
and saw that the harvest was plentiful.
so by nature of farmers,
he picked up the hoe,
and reaped the bountiful crops.

now, please tell me your opinons of the whole situation.
farmer A is very upset,
but frens comforted him saying that
it doesn't matter who reaps the harvest,
as long as the crops were reaped,
and the food is used to feed the nations.

but farmer A had another opinion.
which is this.
(im sorry at this moment i cant keep to a 3rd person narrative alr, so i'll jus pour out thru first narrative)

i gave my efforts, my determination, wadeva i can give, to sow the seeds. if i have to be blunt, i'll say that i cannot deny that i feel very upset that people are taking away the fruits of my labour.

What is your opinion??
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Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
the first step has gone to waste.