i miss my cell group SOOO MUCH!
so much that it hurts.

i know we gotta multiply and therefore i wont see them so often soon.
but as in, i'm always glad that there's a bunch of people that is there to make your day better,
physically or spiritually.

as some of you may know,
my mom stopped me from going to church.
so i haven't seen them for 2 weeks.
'yeah sure, 2 weeks only' you say.
'another 3 more weeks and you can see them again.'

that's what i thought too.
until i kept thinking of my cell group,
was it that i realised how valuable is their presence in my life.
and telling myself that all i want from them
is that they still remember who i am when i go back.
but they did SO much more than that.

joshua smsed me telling me the cell group has been praying for me, 'all the best for your exams'.
kelvin called to check on me, and he prayed for me.
ayron smsed me once to inform me something (shhh... cannot say yet! =X)
dorothy smsed me a LONG message telling me to do my best! (plus rest well, etc)

yeah yeah to you it means nothing.
people disregard this miniscule action.
yet it is very precious to me.
when dorothy smsed me it happened that i just finished crying to my sister.
because i realised how much i missed those people.
(and because im SO SICK of people thinking that i cannot make it
*this could be slightly exaggerated by me, but heck, i'm the paranoid queen*)

so you can imagine how i reacted when she smsed me.
because all i needed was them to still remember im around,
but they really included me in almost everything they did!
as in, sms-wise.
(then again, if they left me out i wouldn't know too =P)

i truly felt blessed to be with them.
so much so that i don't dare to slack and not study.
because they seem to put in more effort in taking care of me
than i do to myself. =P

to my cell group (whom i don't think anyone reads my blog):
thank you for your concern.
and even though you say im exaggerating on your concern,
i don't think so.

Suddenly the 'A' levels doesn't look so scary anymore.
Why? I know why. =)

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
running the race together.
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