i was surprised to hear your phone call,
surprised to see your sms,
surprised to receive a nudge on msn...

the first time i thought, well, isn't this nice?
someone whom i hardly talk to.
then when i realised that what it seems to be, is not what it is...
how disappointed.
then the second time i thought again, well, isn't this nice?
let's see what this other person wants now.
and i wasn't disappointed to find out that again, what it seems to be, is not what it is..

and all the times people do that to you...
it makes you think to yourself and marvel at how necessary it is
to filter the very people who affects your life
and not blindly believe that everyone is your friend because they ARE your friend.
for all you know, i have an agenda in becoming your friend too.

it's a sunday!
saturday night was real tiring,
i went with my mother to a neighbour's daughter's wedding.
so tiring, so full ^^
swissotel has good food =P

yeah so sunday it is, that i told myself that i should rest more,
which is why i didn't call up ppl to meet over lunch =X
then my mom said 'let's go imm'
and yes we went to shop a little and eat lunch.

came back with a worse sore throat and cough
and fell asleep (now that's what they call 'rest' =p)
had dinner, and now i'm still feeling a little tired >.<
so weird, i know i am a little less energetic from my exams,
but i'm not completely wiped out either XD
i wonder why i am so lethargic.

maybe i can spring a surprise somewhere..

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
utterly disappointed.