alcohol is something that everyone loves.

the effect on your skin is cooling, and some people like that

for so long she's been hankering with alcohol...

that she's forgotten the bars of gold at her feet.

they've been with her since she could barely remember.

yes, her life is rich. very rich, yet...

she spend her days catching the evaporated alcohol,

mourning over the loss of alcohol when they've fully evaporated,

gone from sight, unreachable.

she sobs over the emptiness of alcohol, when she has solid, gold bars at her feet.

solid, assuring, silent.

you know, it comes to a point in time when one just... wishes to give up cleaning her room =P

i tell you, the battle to clean my room has been raging for YEARS

to no end.

what to do what to do

also, from monday onwards, i shall go on a sugar-free fast for two weeks.

why? you ask.

well, it's more of a health thing than a spiritual thing.

i seriously need to watch my health now that...

it's not like i'm doing this to lose weight (would that even be possible?) or what.

i know it's psychological, but ever since i started limiting myself to one sugar item a day

(YES I BROKE THAT RULE MORE THAN ONCE THE PAST 3 WEEKS!)

*ahem* as i was saying, ever since i started to watch my sugar intake,

whenever i take in more sugar than what i limited myself to,

my body starts to feel uncomfortable.

ouyang says it's psychological.

i probably agree with her.

but even if that is psychological, i want to limit this sugar intake.

while i can't run away from staples like rice, noodles...

sweet drinks, chocolates, cakes... NO!!

it's a big big big heart wrenching moment, cos i love sweet food (>.<)

but i'll endure it!

if i do survive 2 weeks without any explicit sugar at all,

then it just proves to myself that i can limit my body to the amount of sugar intake. =)

well, as how Singlish goes, 'we see how la'.

happy anniversary to me and my namesake =DDDD

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*

toot sweets toot sweets... none for me =(