this isn't fair.

it never is.

the ones that i care so much for, doesn't seem to know of it.

here i am, being immature, like what she says.

and she's right, i shouldn't be so, i should start thinking maturedly.

but in that moment of truth, it's not easy to behave so.

but from now on, i'll put down my pride and injusticed feeling.

our friendship is way more important than that.

hope that he will listen to me too, and that nothing is lost.

judgemental? yeah, they are. i agree.

not like we are any better.

it's been just hours since he left =\

things always seem worse whenever he's not around.

like, amplified.

argh, stop being so sticky wicky weepy woppy.

i can't believe that he's taking all that crap from me.

i also can't believe i'll be going to school in july already.

they say 4 months of holiday is long, but i've already gone by 1 and a half months,

without really really remembering what happened.

what did i do? at the start of my holidays, for 2 weeks i had a language camp.

then there was almost a week of asia conference.

then... recuperate, help house... wow. what DID i do?

oh yes, i've been addicted to the key of awesome!!!!

they have awesome videos and parodies.

their adam lambert spoof is just stuck in my head for days. XD

1) watch movies with chris till i'm sick and tired of them.

2) watch (and rewatch) michellephan's videos

3) read at least 10 books (five down, five more to go)

4) sell some of my books

5) meet up with cell group

6) meet up with guild members

7) meet up with amanda and siti

8) watch at least 2 anime titles!

9) remove wisdom teeth

10) prepare for pract.

11) create battle plan for finances in year 3 year 4

12) clean my room

13) help amanda's aunt

14) go for CHICAGO!

15) play God of War 2

16) sign up for one bible study

17) play Final Fantasy X and Final Fantasy X-2

18) go for chalet

argh much more yet to be completed.

hopefully i can complete 80% of what i intended to do =)

i'm toxicated by God of War.

i was playing ffx and i was REALLY wondering why tidus isn't jumping XD

seriously spamming the X button and frowning =P

they have free wireless in taiwan!!!!

going to talk to chris for a while.

bye people!!!!

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*

everything becomes better with you.