okay okay, now i clarify before people thinks im getting suicidal thoughts.
i'm fine, don't worry.
and i may have exaggerated a little, but i'm not going to apologise for what i've said, because those thoughts are true thoughts, not putting up something to gain sympathy.

so i'm fine, and i got to move on no matter what. so yeap, i'm perfectly fine again... until the next time my parents unload their 'can you be more...?' episodes again XD

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
when there's no one else, look inside yourself =3
(christina aguilera's 'the voice within')