forgot to tell you guys how my auditions were last friday (almost a week ago =\)
it went pretty smoothly, i managed to wear my pretty dress!
and thus decide that i should wear more dresses XD
the judges liked my voice (good thing my sore throat was on the mend),
though they commented that i should consider choosing a more familiar song if
(IF) i get into the finals XD

i heard today that only 5 ppl will be selected for the final round.
and so far i still haven't heard any news from them. =P
well, whether i get in or not, i still had my own fun.
and if i didn't get in this time, i'll join again next year...
and sing something normal like 'hero' *wahahahaha*

don't worry guys, i DO have friends now. XD
i'm not moping around in school alone all the time.
i made friends with my dance ppl, my GESL (service learning project) group
my group doing a project in one of the modules are pretty close too.
but i do enjoy my alone moments still, when my friends go for their lessons etc.
like now, i'm alone typing my blog out XD

am i still struggling with mathematics?
of course, but praise God we learn everyday.

someone once asked me why i wanted to do dance if i didn't have a dance background.
and i asked 'is my dancing THAT bad?'
and she said 'no, it's just that you're perservere so much and kept on practising, i thought that something must've gotten you to want to do dance.'

that struck me. because earlier on, the dancers were gathered and talking about dance,
and i couldn't say anything cos i knew nothing.
it's really that a lot of times when you're not as talented as others, and you want to give up,
what really push you on is the initial thought of your actions. i.e: i want to dance. i don't care what ppl think my dancing skills are. i just want to dance.

good reminder of telling me to pull through my race with God.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
Thank God for shopkeepers in good moods and prayer meetings.