on my 20th birthday, i found my new fear.
after my few-year-long fear of commitment was vamooshed by dashing chris in his armour
(whoopee, what a way to describe it XD)
i found a new one.
and i finally came to terms with why there was this nagging fear in my heart the whole year long.
so scared... i'm afraid to say it.
i don't wanna lose the life i'm living now.
nor any of the friends whom i love so dearly.
nor the family that God has given to me.
heck, i embrace the people who hates me and the people whom i am allergic to.
but never... ever...

i'll return again to talk about my birthday =)

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
BIG TWO!