to sammy: see anything familiar? =D



the place is shilin night market too, just a bit beside the chicken cutlet stall.


okay, fun's over. XD

there are several things i dislike right now:

calculus test results

yeah so i didn't do well.

i did pass, but... =\ will work harder next time.

period.

if only it's that easy.
for some reason i feel really sad that i didn't do well.

weird XD

my body aching from dance, but not aching enough

well, enough said from the title.

i guess it's because i haven't danced the entire week last week

but i really miss the muscle strains obtained after dance.

bruises are still not welcome =D

my dancing is not all out because i wasn't feeling well

yeah, this is really stupid. but i really love crumping =D

crumping, krumping... po-tay-to, po-tah-to...

me gotta work on dance too =D

no matter how much i try, i'll still remain the "tall and big girl"

errr... that just came to me when i was standing with some of my guy friends.

yeah. it's not very nice when you are... the same height as your guy friends.

i met my church friend terry (a really tall guy =D) on saturday.

he was like 'hey!' and he raised his arm straight to slap high five with me.

and to my joy, i couldn't reach! i had to jump =D

do you know it's such joy to feel short once in a while? =D

and well, us tall girls will always look bigger than shorter girls.

the only way to stop looking so intimidating and 'big' is to be skinny.
rawr.

at least that's what i've been taught for the past 7 years of my life.

exercise

chris is trying to get me to exercise. 0.o

perhaps because everytime they ask me i say 'don't want, got sun'

and other excuses =D

like i was complaining how i always get sick,

and he says "i want to give you a solution, but i know you don't like it."

but... i'm really sick and tired of getting sick all the time.

so i guess i will listen to him for once
and play INDOOR stuff with them when they do play =D

no outdoor! it's bad enough that my family thinks im fat.

no no no if i come back home darker, even by one shade

fyi, i'm the darkest in the family =\

okay, so my friend chris is a nice friend to even bother about your health.

but still it's never nice when a GUY has to tell you to exercise,

embarrassment? wahahhaa, yes definitely =D.

just a side note, a BIG thank you to all who really cares a lot about my health.

my cell group who forbids me to drink milk because of my allergy

but they do let me drink... on rare occasions (i love you more because of that =D)

like ouyang who freaked out when i told her my medical history cards were 1.5cm thick,

and gets me to run with her all the time. =D

(but that was before she moved to residence at NUS, it's time to go back running)

or jun cheng who will make sure i have my enough hours of rest. =D

hahaha, not to forget jacob who nags at me to take my medication

(which is why he's my father in jj XD)

and many many more who showed care and concern in their own ways ^^

so... i guess the welfare officer is getting a lot of welfare XD

i don't have the stamina to dance on and on and on

as if that's not bad enough.

the worse part is when i KNOW the only way to get that stamina is to exercise =\

so... it's exercise i do.

i can't discipline myself to get to writing the essays

basically i feel i'm trying to run away from my tasks.

but... >.<

procrastination is bad bad bad >.<

will need to stay up late to get down (so fun XD)

to doing the real work and essays after this

october being really busy

well, october... exams and assignments drawing near.

dance is getting more requests to perform

church is organising 'shot to fame'

pray for strength and time-management =D

Okay, bad things aside! So after i vent it out,

i forget them all =D

soon (when i get started on my essays), i'll blog about the things that i like now =D

and it's not difficult to think of them right now.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*

the very first thing that make me happy is You.