Hey, i'm back =D
just wanna use this entry to write out a song that has been in my head.
lokies introduced it to me last year.
and i always thought it sweet, yet i never wrote it here before.
so here they are, punctuating throughout my entry =)

When glory days turn to stormy nights,
You must have been so petrified..
(you know you've done your best)

nothing much happened this week.
tests, attempts to study failed.
i see for myself that i'm terribly behind schedule >.<
and to top it all, this week is hectic with outings and thus,
the ever frail me fell sick again.
i'm truly convinced that all i need to do is to go out everyday for a week
and i'll be sick =\

i can't stand it. i don't want to be sick anymore.
i can so hear chris behind psycho-ing me to run with him >.<
i must... be strong. physically and emotionally =D
so that i can be strong enough for my friends whenever they need the emotional support.

I truly wanted solidarity,
Still wearing my blinders back then.
I weep for what I dreamed we all could be.
I'll keep you in prayer till the end.

on the 9th of april i say happy anniversary to him =D
i would say happy birthday, but i don't wanna get misconception again =P
it's been a long long time since the day i stumbled and tumbled into this adventure...
but i've never regretted this path i've taken.
i give big thanks and big love to my one and only...
for no one else can replace that special place he has in my heart =)

If my shows of gratitude are miniscule
Inside your mind, sorry..
There's only so much I can do, I love you and did all that I could.

friday i went back to greeters' again =D
i hope i hope i hope that this will last this time =)
i really enjoy what i do, even if it means i have to put on makeup =(

i must say, i really enjoyed the drama this year.
it's not as light-hearted as the previous years,
(remember the days of 'fast and prayerrrr!!!!'?? XD)
still i love it, the costumes, the dialogues.. everything.
and seeing the crucifixion scene...
i cried like nuts... AGAIN =P
bittersweet feeling.

then today..
it's really interesting still,
when i see the mismatched group of people i brought to church.
but thank God for that everyone had fun.
and most of my cell group members met chris, so now they cannot complain =P
it really is heartening to see worlds of my friends meeting =)
and it always touches me to see people coming back home.

i hope against hope, that maybe...

I know you've been there for me plenty,
Maybe still got love for me.
(do you even love me in the first place?)

after that we headed down to marina square.
dinner with our df friend liviu =)
oh man, i wish he didn't have to go.
i miss his voice =)
and he's sooo funny, i wish i have enough time to tell you how he didn't notice
the extra package we slipped into his bag =p
wahahahahaha XD oh man...
have a good trip bro =)

gotta go, long day tomorrow =)

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
No weapon formed against me shall prosper. =)