now that my horrible calculus paper is over,
i find myself a little more... relaxed
and more... aimless in my studying.
or maybe the holiday mood is already kicking in.

i simply cannot understand what my mind is thinking recently.
sometimes i find myself becoming so... ________.
then again it's probably because i've been so ________ *nod nod nod*
and today as i sit in the student hub supposedly to be studying..
i found myself becoming ________.
and also, more ______ about certain things right now.
why why why?
i wish i can be more sure and mature about this.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
but i'm still that way. =\