GAHHHH... where do i even begin?

closing ceremony is over!!
i feel that personally i didn't do as well as in opening ceremony.
but heck now, it's over. look ahead and improve yourself.

anyway opening and closing cermony is over,
that means that i go for carol's classes on monday only till school reopen!!
oh noooo now they say got more practices because of performances =X
i don't even know if i can perform =(

i feel more restricted and controlled nowadays.
the start of another wave of the patience test.
they are all good, it makes me more appreciative and foolhardy
ready for the next tribulation God has in store for me.
but sometimes i really want to ask God,
"will this EVER end?"

my only refuge is You and you. =)

i think.... that... oh crud i lost my train of thought =\

mom's going turkey =DD
wait, that sounds weird, but i really mean it.
she's going to turkey for a nice holiday.
i hope she survives =P
in all my impression turkey doesn't sound... luxurious like paris XD

oh geez, the world and more is pressing me to dress up.
and i want to... but PLEASE, must i wear leggings????
=X i pray that some divine revelation comes to me either to join the crowd or beat it =\
how now brown cow? =\

big big big love to chris for indulging me 'eragon' and 'eldest'!!!
he just added to my collection of unread books,
but i'm clearing the pile one by one =DDD

we have many wrinkles that comes up, comes from an innocent incident or joke..
and that leads to 'serious talks' =X
but yeah, he's mature about it, i try to be mature about it.
so we don't end up tearing each others' hair or having a cold war.
but yes, we've been upset by the weirdest things around.
(can i even mention these here? =P)

he makes me unpredicatable, which is a good and bad thing.
but don't worry, i'm not being bullied okay?
(chey, as if people care =P)

big sorrow to the death of michael jackson.
i think that despite the crazy news about him,
his music and voice is fantastic. =(

1. organise my photos in the computer [45% done!]
   
2. watch my 39 anime series and drama series.
3. Update my diary
   
4. Write stories
5. count my list of unread books
   
6. read my list of unread books
7. save money >.<
8. decide what to do with 200+ unwanted books and manga
9. complete theme hospital!
10. get an dancer and alchemist in RO.
11. Meet IFS for dinner [this saturday @ Manhattan Fish Market]
    
12. Invite Amanda to house
13. Go for a facial with Amanda
14. Participate in my very first Great Singapore Sale =X
15. perform for Green Generation concert on the 5th June
    
16. perform for the Youth Mania event in mid-June
17. practice and perform for the closing ceremony of Youth Mania
    
18. decide once and for all which clothes to surrender to nothingness
19. have a great time at the dancefuzion chalet
20. buy clothes for practicum
21. take up japanese
    
22. finish up Malachi by the end of this month
23. practice my driving
24. Go for "FT1"

the list of things undone are now pushed to the front,
for tidiness' sake.
and the list grows... =X

sometimes, i stare up at the vast expanse of the sky,
i look at the twinkling stars....
and with a sigh of total defeat, i told God...
"I WANNA GIVE UP CLEANING MY ROOM!!!"

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
the quest to complete the list continues..