Jesus loves me, this I know.
For the Bible tells me so.
Little ones to Him belong.
They are weak but He is strong.

Yes, Jesus loves me.
Yes, Jesus loves me.
Yes, Jesus loves me.
The Bible tells me so.

=)

i know i know, it's silly and weird to the max to cry to this song.
but i did XD
recently songs about God or Jesus' love makes me cry =X

thank God for celebrity weekend.
yeah yeah once again my church makes events big.
exaggerated, extravagant, etc etc.
but if anything, as long as one is saved,
it's worth it.
so blessed to see simin back in church again.

i won't let her go.
and i will make sure that i'll do all i can in my ability, not to let anyone go.

1. organise my photos in the computer [30% done!]
   
2. perform for Green Generation concert on the 5th June [no more...]
   
3. perform for the Youth Mania event in mid-June
4. practice and perform for the closing ceremony of Youth Mania
   
5. decide once and for all which clothes to surrender to nothingness
6. watch my 39 anime series and drama series.
7. Update my diary [really wanna give up on this =X]
   
8. Write stories
9. read my list of unread books [i am doing something =)]
10. have a great time at the dancefuzion chalet
11. save money >.<
12. buy clothes for practicum [nothing happened because..]
    
13. decide what to do with 200+ unwanted books and manga
14. complete theme hospital! [last stage!!]
15. get an dancer and alchemist in RO.
16. take up japanese [starting 18th June]
17. finish up Malachi by the end of this month
18. practice my driving [bah forget it]
    
19. Go for "FT1" [starting 17th June]
20. Meet IFS for dinner
21. Invite Amanda to house

the list is filling up.
happy happy =)

it's really weird that i'm more restricted in the holidays than when im schooling.
but i really am trying to understand how this works.
my current strategy is to come home early for dinner.
if this is still not satisfactory...
i no longer know what is.

really, i know everyone's like,
'confront this!',
'you can't let this go on forever!',
'you're 20 already, time to ask for some space in this!'
and so on.

but really, i learnt (the hard way) that this is not as easy as it should be.
and no matter how hard i try,
this cannot change.
so i have to change and adapt.
because this is my one and only... family
and really, i'm okay and i'm glad about it. =)

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
hold on Christina, you gotta long way to go =DD