what is time
apparently it refers
well.. if that
if you only
that's hardly time
so don't you

i have time
i would, if
would have been
a much better
a much better
i would ensure
and even if
i would fight

but now... i'm
i wish i
when does this
WHEN WHEN WHEN???
it's maddening, i
i can scream
i can bang
i can cry
i can feel
and it's hurting

every year people
i don't know.
i just want

whenever my mom
i don't know.
i just want

everytime my mind
i don't know
i just don't

it's not even
it's not even
it's not even
it's not even
it's not even

i... just want
learning jap
dancing
reaching out to new friends
fellowshipping with my cell group
being with chris
catching up with old friends

heck the 12am
i'll jump at

i wish i
that is the
if they can
at least i

now i think
i shouldn't have
maybe if i
with circumstances drastic
there are times
and wonder if
it hurts him
i won't think

for the first
but now the
i fear with
even when i

but for all this, i still love them.
they've done so much for me in my 19 years.
surely such a sacrifice is... okay?

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
i'm tired.