i found out that my family has different behaviors towards the camera.

my second sister will love the camera... if she's well-dressed up and made up.
my eldest sister doesn't like the camera... unless it's a big occasion and EVERYONE's taking pictures =P
my mom loves the camera... when's she's in the mood.
my dad (good ol' chum) doesn't mind posing for the camera... anywhere, everywhere =)

im at the national library now.
helping my sister with her assignment.
honestly... really... but.... that's why...
yeah.
i really need strength and patience from Him.

i must say, ever since i challenged God in JC2 about my patience,
that's really what i've been getting.
tests upon tests, trials upon trials...
all to build my patience and trust towards people, and God.
i'm happy that i have to go through all these.
but sometimes... it's so hard to have the patience.

i wish i have the strength to tell you how excitingly routine my week has been.
it's been dance dance dance, and then one night bible study, one night japanese class..
and the rest of the nights were at home.
supposedly to help my sister, but somehow we all just ended up rotting.
twice it happened, when i could've gone outside to fellowship or something.
still, more strength and patience from You, God.

1. organise my photos in the computer [45% done!]
   
2. perform for Green Generation concert on the 5th June [no more...]
   
3. perform for the Youth Mania event in mid-June
4. practice and perform for the closing ceremony of Youth Mania
   
5. decide once and for all which clothes to surrender to nothingness
6. watch my 39 anime series and drama series.
7. Update my diary [starting to do something]
   
8. Write stories
9. read my list of unread books [i am doing something =)]
10. have a great time at the dancefuzion chalet
11. save money >.<
12. buy clothes for practicum [nothing happened because..]
    
13. decide what to do with 200+ unwanted books and manga
14. complete theme hospital! [last stage!!]
15. get an dancer and alchemist in RO.
16. take up japanese
    
17. finish up Malachi by the end of this month
18. practice my driving
19. Go for "FT1"
20. Meet IFS for dinner
21. Invite Amanda to house

going to celebrate joshua's birthday later.
our big boy, all 21 and adulty!
so proud to have him as my brother in Christ
jia you jia you joshua, in all that you do!
you better get top 10 in SOT or else!! =P

bahh... im so bored. i'm going to go back to organising my files.
oh crap i'm SO sick of writing the word 'organisation'.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
the never-ending addiction.