what am i doing now? i just finished settling the online aspect of my school work, and i'm listening to yiruma now. there's something about yiruma. the music is just... phenomenal. some of the songs i like are... 'falling', 'passing by', 'spring time'... and the all-famous 'river flows into you' =\ i just feel so relaxed =) but some of the music is just suitable to play in hotel =P

happy anniversary chris =) i said those words that i've been saying so many times today. and i'm shy to say it here. but thank you for your friendship, advice, concern, everything a soul needs, except the God-factor. may our relationship continue to be God-centred and that we grow to love God even more than yesterday, just like our feelings for each other =)

anyway, school started. i simply cannot describe the joy to go back to school. kinda freaky that i missed school. but all the freshies, the fact that we can hang around by the canteen and rot, the feeling of knowing where to go, what to do, the beautiful banner... oh wait, it was lost because apparently the contractors took it off and it got lost... oh wait, it was found today in the PE facilities office =P

dance is tiring, as usual. but i guess... i embraced everything with a sense of gladness and appreciation. today someone came to talk to me about my future in nie, and honestly, i am thinking about it as seriously as i can. hope that whatever decision i come to, it is the right one.

also, many things happened over the weekend that made me think a lot. sometimes i wonder if the whole thing that i'm going through worth it. is it healthy for me? must it be done at such a fast speed? then i see other things and wonder even more about maturity and how things are going to turn out for me, for all of us. how things hav progressed since i first stepped in into NIE! so different.. yet i can't say it's a good or bad change. it's just change, no one's to judge the goodness of it...

although school has started, i did not upload any chapters of my stories online. i wonder when i can ever finish the story. i pray for more determination in completing the things i want to do.

i keep having this feeling that no one is reading my blog already. i have half the mind to remove the tagboard, because it feels so lonely to see the tagboard not updated. =) but nah, just let it rot.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
i hope you're feeling alright =)