dum dum dum.
i hate to admit it, but i AM kinda feeling sick >.<
all i can ask for is for strength.

i'm sooo sooo soo excited!
will be going to flora's house for play play, eat eat, watch clip! =D
she gave me a call all of a sudden last night,
and we had a good good chat till 1.30am? =P
yeah, i really enjoyed it. ^^

it's really interesting.
to see cows fly =)))
the excitement (because it's the first time this happened) is definitely there. i feel it.
yet, it was also so normal. i felt so comfortable with the whole idea of it.
it's as if i've seen it all the while =P
thought it'll be quite weird and all?
and was apprehensive about how i should approach this whole thing.

but i realised i didn't even have to try to accept it, or make it go well.
it just did. =) ... (well, at least to me)
whatever magic it had, it was there (on my side).
but whatever normal-ness it had, it was there too.
that's what i like most.
and my apologies, you wanna see the cows fly too?
too bad, i'm not going to tell you what happened.
it's a secret =P

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
soshite yume no saki wa...
watashi dake no himitsu.