less 24 hours from now, i'll be sitting at the waiting room.
my throat will be all dry,
all the charisma that i claim to have will shoot right out of the window.
but christina, be calm, be calm...
it's only facing 3 normal people who'll decide on your future.
that's all.

dear God...

there are so many things i want to pray for, for tomorrow.
You know better than i do, my will, my desire, all i really want at THIS moment...
is to pass this thing.
if this opportunity is gone, i'm pretty much gone too.
but, even though i know that, i'm still going to say this.
i pray that let things be according to Your will, and not mine.
yes, i'm going to practise doubly hard for my questions and answers.
i won't talk at all (except for my japanese oral test later) so that my sore throat will subside.
i'll ensure tomorrow i'll impress those 3 people with whatever i have.
but everything is still in Your hands.
unlike my friends, who decide their lives and control them as much as they can.
i surrender it all to You.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
*deep 'terminator' voice* i'll be back.