now that i'm back... i've so many things that happened that i cannot possibly say them all by tonight.

all i want to say is to my 26th SC. i feel horrible that i've pushed you guys away AGAIN. i really wanted to meet emma one last time before she leaves for utah. i want to see how are my favourite councillors surviving at work and NS. i mean, i met francis today... he lost so much weight!! if i have been seeing him often i wouldn't EVER think of it that way. XD shows how long i've not seen you all... but please don't forget me >.<

that's the most impt thing i want to say... now remaining (plus additional) are...
driving. i failed my lesson. that's just as simple actually.

• lost 1 round in my battle on friday.
• murdoch open house talk on thursday.
• proposed plan from now on.
• painting rooms, washing cars, running after buses.
• someone that i shouldn't really think about anymore, but i've been reflecting on past memories
• my dream about jun cheng... AGAIN!?!?!?!
• khee xuan talking about faith
• certain decisions concerning how life will go on when things turn around.

well the reason why i can't stay up late is because church camp starts at 8am tmr...
at tanah merah 0.o
yeah so i'm meeting jonathan at 6.15 =\
so i'll see you again on thursday, hopefully with loads of pictures.


my mind is swayed.
my thoughts are occupied once again.
i blush.
i stutter.
nights go by when events roll again like a part of phantasmorgoria.
nights go by when i roll back and forth wondering if it's right.
still cannot believe that these things are happening.
still cannot believe that it can get so drama.
but my heart is still made up.
but my decision is still firm.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
dramatic irony.