thanks to everyone giving me the 'i know you can do it' tags and smses XD
fine fine, i won't complain about you guys anymore.

all i really really want to say is that i wish i can visit those who need my support.
i wish i be there personally to embrace you, to pray for you.
but things can never work that way.
because i have a family who loves me so much
they aren't willing to let me go visit you at the hospital.
i won't blame them for it, they may sound selfish at first,
but ultimately, it's because they love me.

so all i can ever do is send you an sms or call you.
but please understand that it doesn't compromise in any way, my concern for you.
clara, i know you don't read my blog.
but please, please get well because i want to see you again.
sarah, i'm really sorry to hear about what happened.
but i know the Lord will heal your father's broken heart. =)

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wow, i managed to meet up with jun cheng, ouyang, jeremy and even jack for this week!
i really enjoyed meeting them up again.
they always bring joy to me =)

jun cheng was shocked to hear i'm from city harvest church.
man, being his friend for 2 years.. XD
but i appreciate his efforts to be neutral about it.
unlike others who jump into all sorts of conclusions.
yeah.. thank goodness those people aren't my good friends too.

ouyang got her license! hurray =P and jeremy is still disliking veggie.
great that the both of them got back together again.
i always think they're good for each other.
and i caught jack eating waffle! XD just like before =)
it's nice to know that sometimes, even after circumstances change
that makes you not close to them, but their habits will remain.

wahahahahahahaha, i hear feedback from people saying my blog no pictures!
sorry LA, i haven't taken any photos out of my phone,
and most of the time the photos are taken by OTHER people,
so if you have pictures that you took of me,
PLEASE JOLLY WELL SEND ME =P

my jesus, my lord, you're the love of my life.
wherever you go, wanna be by your side.
no longer i but christ living me.
serving you for all eternity.
my eyes set on you, as i run through the race
no longer my ways, but your will be done.
make me a servant my heart's ever true.
clinging to the cross i follow you.

Words of the *~PaRaNoId QuEEn~*
beautiful song for a beautiful saviour.